I woke up this morning, feeling sleepier than ever...my own fault coz I sacrificed sleep time for the sake of my PS2 game. The thing about me is this... I don't always spend time with my PS2 but when I do, I'm sort of addicted to it till I completed the game (mainly RPGs). I'm currently hooked to Alterier Iris 2. Yeah, I know...little girl's game.
I was on slow motion mode and that resulted to me leaving for work only at 8.30am. Thank goodness the traffic was still clear due to the Raya holidays...I arrived in the office compound at 9.05am. Dragged my feet into the lift, then into the office and finally to my work station.
No mood to work at all...not because I'm lazy, it's because I've lost my direction. Too many things coming from all different directions. Some are within my job scope and some are not. The ones outside are somehow irritating.
Thank God tomorrow's a holiday or else...*sigh*Lord, please give me more patience and passion.
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Why am I feeling so sleepy?
And why do I feel so lost?
I think something inside me is not happy
And I wonder what's the cause.
Was it something I did in the past?
Is it something I didn't do today?
I wonder how long this feeling will last
Coz all I see is black and grey.
My mind is shutting down slowly
I think it's taking a break.
I'm waiting to leave the office quickly
Before I get a headache.
